A Glow Up
From about the age of seven or eight to fifteen I was almost one hundred pounds overweight. My diet consisted of chips, soda, candy and whatever my mom prepared for meals excluding any vegetables, especially green ones. I want to make it clear that I have great parents, none of my extremely unhealthy diet was their fault. Food became a touchy subject once hormones started to kick in. I got excessively annoyed and angry with my mom, specifically, for attempting to feed me anything then what my taste buds desired. It hurts just thinking I was ever that entitled person.
With immense dedication and hard-work I managed to loose the weight and become the best version of myself physically. Yes, societal pressure was one of my major motivators which is very unhealthy, but it worked...for me. Please, if anyone reading this is trying to loose a lot of weight, do not use society to force yourself into a diet or workout routine. I got unreasonably lucky to have reached my body goals utilizing such a dangerous mindset.
I do however take a lot of pride in my accomplishment and had other motivators like the health benefits and all the opportunities that would open for me. Those opportunities being specific parts in shows and musicals, the physique I need to become any type of athlete, that is if I liked sports, and the list goes on and on.
Finally to get to my point I've recently found myself in a sticky situation. The weight is lost, but now I need to stop loosing. I stopped eating at a caloric deficit about two months ago now and my body is still loosing weight. My family have watched me transform over the last year. My grandmother and mother are frightened by the loss to a degree, I'm sure because of the surplus of eating disorders at my age, but also my apparent health. They see my new body as extremely "too thin" and "too bony." My new life style and body has initiated many arguments and unproductive conversations. I always try my best to communicate thoughtfully, but my first instinct is always to defend instead of listen. It was a lot of not listening I think on all our ends. I felt very confident in myself when it came to those discussions because of the hours of videos I watched on the topic, I felt more qualified than my older, "wiser" family members, they disagreed.
Thankfully now after my second doctor's appointment about my weight, the doctor made it clear that I am in great health. They're going to check my nutrient level if I end up reaching the average weight for my size and age, which is actually less than I weigh now, to confirm I'm eating right.
Although this journey has been difficult physically and mentally, for my family as well, I am so glad to be on the other end of it. Looking back I'm so proud of myself and thankful for the friends and family that supported me and even those that didn't completely support me. My best friend from elementary school has been in rehab for the past year for a type of Anorexia. Her journey is also another reason I made it through, so I thank her as well. I feel like I'm giving a speech, here's to another great year for our health!
| My Elementary School Friend and I at Franklin Institute |
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| "A Glow Up" |










